thank you.

Right now, I'm going through a really tough time. For the nth time, I've had my heart broken. And what hurts the most is that everything juts seemed to be a play for you. But that's not the whole point of this blog. I just want to write about how awesome and blessed I am to have such good friends.

I'm so lucky to have friends who would honestly tell me everything. They would not think twice of telling me that I was wrong or I rushed into things or I was too forgiving.

Yet, they are kind enough to give me hug, lend me an ear whenever I talked. They make me realize that what I am going through is normal...and this happens to everyone at one point in their lives.

This time, I will take my time. And I know, once I find that perfect guy and at the right situation and circumstances, you guys will be the first one to be happy for me. ^^

With friends like these, what more can I ask for, right? ^^ 

because it's almost been two months...

okay, so a lot has happened since the last time I blogged.

breaking up.getting back together.falling in love again. falling out of love. on the rocks.

well, that pretty much summarizes what's happening right now. I don't want to discuss it any further. but yeah, I am stressed out right now and I just want to get that sweet, sweet freedom.

adding salt to the injury, I'm messing up my academics big time. I failed my sociology exam big time...and I just can't get over it.

but I know right now why all of this has been happening. I haven't been giving my 100% already. I know I can do better.

I will not give up yet. There's still the half of the semester to catch up. And I have to just get my focus and life  back on track.

Sorry Papa God. I know I've been very busy and "excuseful" lately. But now, I will start living with no complaints anymore. Sorry and thank You for this wake-up call.

motivated more than ever. thank you for making me get back on my senses.