This time, it's for real. You really went home already. And I was glad that I did see you before you left.
That afternoon I sent you a message in Kakao talk asking if you had time this evening. I didn't really expect you to call me but you did. You asked me where I was. I was at work and said I'll be back at around 6. You said that I should just call you when I come back.
So I did. I called you and said I was in front of the dormitory already. I wanted to meet you because I wanted to give you a book. So I handed it over and said it was my gift for you. I was saying goodbye already but you said, "Wait, I have something for you." I asked what it was and you said, with a naughty smile, "A gift" (of course, I know. hahaha) Then you offered me a handshake. I wanted to hug you but then I decided not to. At least I was able to hug you already anyway. So what was inside? Here's a picture:
It was a lip balm and hand cream. Yes, it was a simple gift but it meant a lot to me. And yes, the background is the wrapper that you used for it. You also put your picture in it. hahaha. The picture made me laugh because of your message. You said, "...Remember this face." hahaha. So yeah, this gift meant a lot to me. =)
Then I was still very "kilig" when I saw another thing that made me smile more. this one:
So you posted a picture of my gift in China's Facebook version. It was a big deal for me. I was happy...no, thrilled when you did that. hahaha. And the album's title is "People in South Korea"(well, I used google translate for it) So yeah. I was thrilled that you posted it. Conversely, it means I am a part of your life in South Korea. Thank you. You've made me smile more than you know. =)
Then at 12am of December 28,you really left. I called you at 12:15 but you weren't answering. I wanted to call you again but I don't know why I decided not to...maybe because I didn't want you to think that I was clingy or something. So yeah, I slept at around 1:30...without checking if you sent a message in my Kakao talk. When I woke up at 8am, I checked my Kakao talk, it had a 4 new messages...3 of which were from you. Your first message was saying sorry that you didn't answer my call,you were riding the bus so you didn't see it. The next two were just saying "동생" which means you were really waiting for my call. So I immediately sent you a message saying I got disconnected from my wi-fi and I am really sorry. You said you were in the plane already and was leaving in a couple of minutes. You said you should turn off your phone now. I wished you a safe trip. and your last message was a heart. <3
Yes, just a heart. Nothing else. No other sentence.
That made me feel loved. That made me feel that everything you promised and told me was real. That made me believe that we will make this work.
Thank you for making me December really good. No, thank you for making half of my year a year full of love, happiness and "kilig" memories.
And for everything, Thank you. You will always be in my heart and mind.
You will surely have a special place in my heart.
No comments:
Post a Comment