break away

Ever since coming back, I've been missing everything back there in Korea. I miss freedom. I miss privacy. I miss safety. I miss independence.

I know I should be happy that I'm back home. People have always said that nothing beats home anyway. But suddenly, I'm not feeling at home here in our own house.

For one year, I lived alone. I made decisions all for myself. I would be a hypocrite if I said that I enjoyed this 100%. Because for the first three months, I've missed home so much.

I thought going back here would mean that my parents would trust me more just because I was able to live alone for one year. But then, the contrary happened.

It's always my fault. I'm always the proud one. I'm always wrong.

I just want to get over this year. I want to go away again. I want to break free. I missed home but this...is...just...too...much.It's suffocating already.

I just want to get this over with. Take me back already, Korea...or just any place far away from here.