you just have that way of turning things around

Day started out ordinarily. I went to church today to attend Lenten Recollection since it's that time of the year again. =)

I kept talking about you to my best friend. I kept telling him how mush you have made me loved and how happy I am whenever I was with you. I kept talking how excited and nervous I was if ever you would visit me here.

When I came home, I wasn't really expecting anything. But then, when I logged on in QQ, this is what I saw:

HAHA. *tumbling* He was asking who I was missing. hahaha. I didn't know if he was just bragging his better English skills or just wanted everyone else to know. hahaha.

Then we started talking in QQ. It was a good feeling. It was fun mainly because he was speaking to me in English...which he never did before. hahaha. I am not going to post all of our conversation here. I just did a printscreen of 6 parts of our conversation. hahaha.

Print Screen part1:

So I asked him if it wasn't troublesome for him to speak with me in English. When I was still in Korea, he would always tell me that English is 힘들다. I didn't want him to have a hard time expressing himself so I asked him if it was okay. I was surprised that he answered that he did want to speak in English. haha.

It meant a lot to me. It just feels "kilig" when a person exerts effort especially when you know it takes a lot for him to do it. <3 Thank you.

Print Screen part 2:

He asked me what I was doing. I said I was just watching TV and listening to music. I also mentioned that I will go back to school in April. He thought I was going back to Korea. And I said, no, here in Philippines. and he put a =(

It was so touching of him to send me that emoticon. I know it doesn't mean a lot but for me it does. I feel that he is really sincere in everything that he tells me. =)

Print Screen part 3:

"I don't call you grandfather anymore. I call you oppa"

and he sends this heart-in-the-eyes smiley. followed bu: wow, good

I know he loves emoticons...and English isn't really his language but this emoticon means a lot right? well, he wouldn't send it just because he wanted to, right? hahaha.

Print Screen part 4:

He suddenly asks me what I was doing. Then follows it with: "you are missing me now?" and being the straightforward girl that I am (which he likes anyway.=P) I answered yes.

then he sends me again the heart-in-the-eyes emoticon. sheesh. hahaha

Print screen part 5:

Then he says, "My best friend, I miss you too!"
1) it's a good feeling to be the best friend of the person you like...er, love.

Then suddenly he says:  " I want to go to your home and see you...today night"

my heart went 두근두근...seriously, IT DID! haha

I was surprised that he was able to say that. he wasn't really that kind of guy...I mean, he makes you feel that he cares for you and that you are special...but it wasn't really his "moves" to "make lambing/pacute" hahaha. so it really took me a while to internalize what he said. hahaha.

And finally, print screen part 6:

And yes, it was so nice of him to ask me to talk with him tomorrow. =)

It was just a nice feeling. It was as if we were starting to get to know each other.





I can't wait to go to Ilocos already. I bet we'll have internet connection there anyway. Finally, I can see him in the video again and he can see me as well.

Thank you for making tonight complete. I can sleep well again with all your reassurances.
I miss you! <3